Graduation n updates~

Finally an update! 

This blog is kind of private because I dont think anyone has this link?

Hehes~ I like to keep a low profile~ usually.

Anyway, I have graduated from secondary school!!! =)

Don't ask me how I feel about it because it's mixed~

There's the memories, the good, the bad, and everything in between.

Sort of neutral kind of feeling. 

Surprisingly, I wasn't as sad as when I graduated from primary school..

Well..

And on the 20th November'12 my school had prom night! 

Everybody was so gorgeous and smart-looking~

I felt a bit ugly LOL and my confidence level decreased a bit too... okay actually alot. LOL

haha, that aside i was really excited to see what people wore~ :D

I still remember a year ago I was looking through my seniors' prom albums and commented on how beautiful and mature they looked~ I couldnt believe it was my turn that night to attend it~ :D Had loads of pictures taken~ AND I WORE CONTACTS YAYY~ *dances around like a happy kid*

But then the emcee was a bit too loud and her pronounciation was .......

I was wondering who is kaikai in our school when haikal appeared for the prom king nominee~

Ohoh and Singrui was paired with him for the prom king n queen nominee~ :D

I felt like I was standing beside a celebrity when Singrui stood beside me LOLL xD despite being classmates for like 4 years? actually schoolmates since primary school hehe~ 

There was cheryl(lim), enteng and liying who looked stunning as well~ the list goes on...

lol I felt so ugly seriously LOL omaigawd. like once in a lifetime thing and I looked weird. *major facepalm* sigh. maybe it was the angle..? ah whatever xD

And the food wasnt so nice but oh well~ xD

So yeah that was prom. =p

So ever since that big day(16th nov'12) i was busy preparing for prom. lols and after prom I was watching a jap drama called Nodame Cantabile~ At first I didnt really like it but gradually it got nicer to watch~ watch finish le btw~ :D

So the what-should-I-do-after-a-drama-ends feeling came back and i watched 2ne1tv lols~ :D Interesting!

Looking for a job too.. haven contact me back. ugh. too much expenses this month.. I am broke.. *sobs in the corner* so I decided to play maple again. ;) stay home mahh~~ heh.

and audi. maple is getting more interesting whereas audi is like a sien..

lols I'm learning everyday xD

I also cant decide whether or not to resume my piano.. 

No time leh.. So that has been bugging me in a subtle way at the back of my mind. LOL mum say up to me. OH GOD WHY..

I can't and i'm not willing to give up on piano just like that.

See how it goes first bah? and my O level result.

Hehe~ alright I guess that's about it? 

Au revoir~

是我，害怕。害怕失去我那么爱的人。

不能。。没有你的温暖。